Oct 09, 2001 23:20
Contrary to all the rumors and gossip that has been exchanged and spread around, these are my real motives for my decisions, so just listen and understand:
When i decided to switch out of chorus class, i won't lie, it was becuase of you. When i asked Mr Mercer to put me on a different vehicle to florida, yes, it was becuase of you. But there are thoughtful reasons as to why. The more time people spend apart from each other the easier it is for wounds to heal. People need time apart in which they aren't seeing each other constantly during the day so it will be easier to warm up in the future and build a new friendship. Once i stopped trying to gain your friendship, i decided the more time apart from you I am, the easier it will be to talk to you in the future when all of our past experiences are thoroughly behind us. Contrary to what you either think or have been lead to believe, i didn't switch out becuase:
a) i don't like you
b) I don't like your company
c) i never want to your friend again
Just to repeat, so i am absolutley sure you understand, i switched out of chorus and have been trying to avoid you becuase that is what i thought was the best for both of us. Now we will have more time during the day apart and it will really help both of us in the end. Whether or not i made the right decision, what's done is done...so don't fret about this, and don't be pissy about this. Just accept my motives and understand why i did what i did. Like you so simply put it before:
"See you when i see you"
p.s- don't respond, don't comment, don't argue, just accept it