Ha. Manson's new CD is awsome... S'not the same without Twiggy though :(

Bleh.
I went to Terry's barber shop for work experiance. Its alot better then my first one. Whatever.

Fuck I hate school ( Read more... )

Fuck...
I need sleep. I have only slept for 5 hours between Monday and today.
I cant sleep though. I dont feel tired. And when I lay down, I start to hear that annoying voice. I dont even care what the fuck is happening, if I'm losing my mind or what. I... Need sleep.

Ha ha.
I told my mom about what was going on.
She said I was hearing voices because our family has a history of being spiritual/psychic. And that I was the most powerfull of our family. She said she 'felt my power' everytime I got angry or something like this happens. Ha ha ha... And I thought I was the Nut. Meow.

Right now... All I can think of, and get a good grip on without losing it to other random fucked up thought, is... "Why". Why have they done this to me... Who do they keep doing it. My mind isnt straight. I am no longer the person I think I was...

Hmmph... I've actually began to hear things calling my name from out of nothing. What the fuck?

My dark world had a glimmer of light. A small, and thought-to-be progressing light. But, once again... It is out. And I am in darkness yet again. There is no salvation... No hope... No forgivness.

... Its not a good idea to fuck up something thats already fucked up.

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I walk in a gallery of faces ( Read more... )

People are funny. They are simple puppets dancing. Forever dancing on the edge... The edge of the end. And... They have no clue. Oh yeah... I think I lost my mind... Again.