live here anymore

[drunkencarousal]

for the past week i had been on the brink on some self-destructive insanity, confidence and esteem wavering at the slightest breath of a disatisfied teacher or itch of a disorderly outfit. repeated impact against my forehead seemed like a good idea almost constantly. my fingers would curl into that frustrated claw-like position at any given moment

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[codexwyrm]

you have a very unique viewpoint on life. i totally agree about the rain. why the hell does it bother everyone so much?

also, the walking. i am so self-conscious when i walk. I'm always thinking, "Am I swinging my arms enough? Do I look like I'm marching? Do I look like I'm power walking? Why do I have to swing my arms, anyway? It doesn't do anything." I stop swinging my arms, "Okay, now I KNOW I look ridiculous."

unique viewpoint

[drunkencarousal]

heh. thank you.

i think if we didn't swing our arms we'd fall over. or wobble, instead of walk. but don't worry, i don't think other people pay as much attention to the way other people walk as i do.