the internet. ec-fucking-w. (that's short for extreme championship wrestling, a company that went out of business years ago, but spawned some of the greatest wrestling legends of our time...yes, i've become a wrestling fan since i posted last...i'm sorry ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

wow....i haven't updated in forever. with as much of a journal whore as a i am, that surprises me. everything's up in the air...heh, anyone know someone looking for a roommate? i wish i had anything that wasn't insanely depressing to say...hey, let's play a game. if you could ask me three questions (and you can), what would they be? weeee....we are ( Read more... )

alex is 16 on monday. i feel like he's growing up without me. texas is entirely too far away. seriously. that is not how it should be. it's not how it should be at all. soon he'll be an adult. i worry for him. i worry for my whole family. i desire nothing save the prosperity of my family. but i am often consumed by the guilt of a daughter who ( Read more... )

despite some kind of annoying setbacks with someone, i've been ok lately ( Read more... )

i hate being young...younger than he is, anyhow. i figured he would start dating someone his age. i just kind of knew because it makes sense. i can't compete with women my own age, let alone women who are older. i'm kind of just the girl until guys figure it out, my slutty worthlessness that is... but he talked about her so much. and he kept saying ( Read more... )

well, for everyone interested, the hope thing came and went very quickly. it lasted for about two days. and now that it's gone, it doesn't even feel real because a thing so wonderful experienced only once in a life becomes a dream. i wonder if it was real at all, because if it had been real i should be able to remember it ( Read more... )

Alright, so jo asked me to announce her party tonight for her. 6 pm, her place, if you don't know what to get as a gift, bring cigarettes, alcohol, or some other recreational activity.

-Christian

i love my new icon. she is so sexy, yes? i love her, backed by crimson. they don't make sexy like that anymore...so gorgeous...*sigh ( Read more... )

christmas was...well, it certainly was the 25th of december! yep...what can i say? i hate these holidays that remind me of the distance, emotional and physical, from those i love. i want it to be january 12th already so all the worst parts would be over. even though i lectured everyone about not getting me gifts, (because i had absolutely no means ( Read more... )