i could have been used. there's no love. i was led on.

perplexing words teen girl.
how confusing.

if you need me i'll be far away, but you can talk to my face. i'll be listening to beauty.

if i mean anything to you at all, i can't tell.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i was elected troop leader of my boyscout troop. it was pretty cool. olaf and tomolson gave me giant hugs. it turns out that i might be gay. i learned how to make my own knives from bone so now i can kill that fucking asshole. i got voted most likely to be a complete badass in my school's year book.it's amazing how easily people can get over ( Read more... )

stop saying i should go out with someone new and that i should "fuck julie", or daring me rather. i don't like her, i don't like anyone. i can't feel anything for anyone.

you're not a horrible person. i didn't mean to imply that. you just did what you had to do. i'm just tired of getting dumped by people i care so much about. i'm sorry. i wasn't trying to be mean or anything, i'm just really upset about everything. you aren't a horrible person ( Read more... )

you could give less of a shit about me. your other friends were always more important than me. if you really meant everything you said to me, how could you just give it all up and be over it like that? and are we even friends now? i don't even know. if we are, i guess i'm just not important enough to call even if you say you are ( Read more... )

i feel like giving up ( Read more... )

i hope you think more of me than your friends do. apparently i'm just a fucking loser.

i'm in palm springs at my grandparents. i've been having to act happy for two days now and it isn't fun. i found out that my grandpa has prostate cancer. that made me sad.

Erin, i need to see you. i really am not doing good at all. i hope i can see you next weekend. i really do.