yesterday was my first "bad" day in quite a while. but it seems like everyone elses was worse. so i shouldnt complain. i am sitting here listening to chopins nocturne, op. post. 72 no. 1 watching the leaves fall. i am sorry for everyone who lost someone this week ( Read more... )

i went for a bike ride again this morning. it was turture just trying to get to hopkins. its about nine o'clock right now. i have some homework i was supposed to have done that i should probably go do. i am truly going to do all i can to make this my routine(the bike ride). going to sleep before midnight and waking up at eight thirty is nice.

oh and guess who the newest customer service representative at maple/transit blockbuster is...?

i was driving down colvin and had just crossed sheridan, when i see lights flashing behind me. its okay nathan you werent speeding just let him past you. i pull to the side to let him pass and he follows me. i pull over and he comes over and asks for license and registration. i give him my registration and explain i dont have a license. he tells me ( Read more... )

i finally woke up and went for a bike ride. i made it down to hopkins before i could go no further. a pathetic attempt i suppose, but hard fought. now i am sore and sweaty. i dont think i am going to be in shape by wednesday.

there is nothing to eat in the house and i am out of gas and out money. so i am eating a microwave dinner. chicken with rice. i dont think that my stomach agrees with it. maybe i could eat an some eggs. theres no milk though. i slept very well last night. the first time in weeks. i have been swimming more this month than i have since i moved to ( Read more... )

when i was sixteen about to turn seventeen i turned in an application. i few months later they called back. after five years of rape and abuse they hang me. i guess i had it coming. at least i can sleep again.

i woke up this morning with complete peace of mind. it was like a strange cleasing. i could feel a physical difference in my brain. i cant imagine anything more perfect.

also i had a dream. if anyone wants to know, ask.

onto more important news... i just got home from work and thought i would play a game.....................

.........................................................16112!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think my small case of cds in my car was stolen. i guess i could be wrong. but its not there and i cant find it anywhere else. it doesnt really ever leave my car. i dont know why someone would take a little 30 cd case and leave a three hundred cd case in the back. maybe just out of convenience. i dont even remember what was in that case. i guess ( Read more... )