x when she jumped, she probally thought she could fly...

[drinkinmelonely]

Me - Fuck. I knew this would happen..this time last year i was the happiest i've ever been. This weekend would be a year from that night me and erik hooked up, that was such a good night. I miss them so much that it kills me. What do i do cate? how do i drive around this town and not miss them? Fuck. I feel like throwing up and crying and blowing

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[360]

i can't exactly relate to your situation, but i can relate to the way you're feeling completely. i was the exact same way last year, i let it get to the point where i really couldn't take it so i packed up and left in the middle of the night to arizona (2000+ miles away) and didn't come back for a couple months. i hope things look up for you in 2008.

[360]

thanks...i hope 2008 can be better...because i don't think it can get any worse then 2007...

[drinkinmelonely]

thanks...i hope 2008 can be better...because i don't think it can get any worse then 2007...

[arodsgirl]

aww i kinda know what you're dealing with (but for me its this past summer)
everything seems to remind me of what we did over the summer - my boyfriend (now my ex) my friends who i feel have changed a bit since theyve gone away to college and have made new "best friends" and its like - i'm stuck here - i chose to stay home but i still feel stuck
and its like you know that you cant recreate something but you want nothing more than to try

i just wanna run away too - you aren't alone