wow. the only online quiz thats actually made me laugh out loud.

i'm lonely, and it's giving me a stomach ache. today, i woke up in the late morning, got ready and went to work with my uncles. there wasn't much for me to do today because 1. they wouldn't trust me to paint caulk or cut the trim right 2. i don't trust myself to do anything right and 3. there simply was just too little to do for three people. so i ( Read more... )

caught you trying to step on the cracks ( Read more... )

Today i woke up to that friendly old feeling of futility. and i think my mom just read that. so i'm sick of dealing with school and people. people are easily manipulated, fucking puppets. you can work over anyone if you propose what you want in the right way. i don't manipulate though. but people just need a good speech. i hate how someone could be ( Read more... )

Please could you stop the noise I’m trying to get some rest ( Read more... )

fuck it feels good to have a computer. i'm back in the house. my moms not moving to oklahoma, but terry is. i was living with my dad in south central, yo. i am ghettoer than thou. i was living in a machine shop's office with no shower. beat that.

hey annie, you're not online but eh. my mom read the convo we had while i was in the shower, plus the other ones i'm sure but whatever. it basically ended in "maybe i would respect you if you didn't pull bullshit like that", then, "evan you're an asshole". haha how cute she called me a name. so now i'm out of the house! bye for a few more whatevers ( Read more... )

i'm gonna be gone for two weeks at my grandmas in huntington beach. sorry for not telling anyone but i just found out i'm able to stay, even though i'm kicking myself out of the family. my mom wants to play power games, and every time she does i make myself lose on purpose. i refuse to comprimise when she so quickly jumps to the conclusion of ( Read more... )

i dont update ( Read more... )