{ 1/2 } For Your Entertainment
Title: For Your Entertainment [1/2]
Fandom: Big Bang
Pairing: GRi
Genre: AU, Slash
Rating: Hard R. NC-17.
Warnings: Sex, violence, adultery, abuse. It's hardcore, really. 14 years old who don't care about NC-17 warnings, GTFO okay?
A/N: Staring at this thing, me being twisted and Adam Lambert made this.
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Try to imagine being this man.
He is a famous 20 year old actor gone singer. His first album is multi-platinum and on top of every charts. He brags a lot. He is so incredibly handsome and talented that he does not need modesty; he is praised by everyone anyways, why not sing his own praises? His father owns an important telecommunication company and his mother runs a well-known perfumery; he has so much money he could blow his nose in 50000 won bills and not give a damn in the world because it has a number of clones in his wallet that he forget to count because it seems endless. He has a drop dead gorgeous model for a fiancee. He forgets the wedding's date constantly but it does not matter because she is flexible, submissive and amazingly good in bed.... or maybe it is just him who is a damn sex god and makes her seem and feel good.
The world is at his feet. He winks in a public place, five girls faint. He wears those expensive and horrible-looking designer clothes he is paid to wear and the next day, people are wearing his yesterday threads. He cracks a joke that does not even amuse him on a TV show, everyone laughs with him. When he frowns, the world stops spinning and all things rearrange themselves to please him. It is just this easy.
He eats the finest food at the finest places with the finest people who talk only about the finest points about themselves and wear the finest clothes by the finest designers of the finest fashion and his life is all set ahead of him and it is all made to be the finest ever lived. He lacks nothing and he does not even need to ask anyone and he just gets the finest things handed to him because he is the finest.
....And he hates it. He hates being Lee Seunghyun.
Let's continue.
Everyday, he has to smile, laugh or cry in front of a camera for the viewing pleasure of his legions of rabid fan-girls. The producers always yell " Perfect!" after the camera flashed or after he said the line he did not even practice properly before. He is not this easily satisfied and he asks to do it again but he cannot because it was just so fucking perfect that if he does it again, they are afraid he actually makes it even better and put his co-star/prop woman to shame.
After that, there are interviews. He hates those simply because he is supposed to be telling the truth about everything about him and he just keeps on lying so he will not lose that perfect image the public needs him to have so badly. He cannot just tell the interviewer that he does not give a flying fuck about his last movie because the plot is tacky so he just tells her that he worked really hard on it and that he would like his fans to support him for this and in the future. All because he is so perfect that he has to say something perfectly fake to avoid killing the illusion created around him.
Then, he goes home to his place, a penthouse worth the neighborhoods where the average people live. Inside, there is his fiancee waiting for him like she always does. She is beautiful. She has nice long hair that frames a flawless touched up face with everything lined up perfectly. Her body is shaped like an hour glass, her curves not too prominent because she is a model and they are not allowed to have asses but she still has enough to be fantasized on by many men. Many men, yes. Seunghyun? Not so much.
She cooks dinner. He is a better cook than her but is it not the indigestion intention that counts? Anyways, no one lets him do his stuff on his own even when he is actually able to do them. Oh well. He knows that he got engaged to her for a reason that did not really have to do with her cooking but he does not remember what it was... oh, right. It is because she is beautiful and perfect like the rest of his life.
He hates it. He hates it all. It is far too easy. Even if he has what a lot of people dream to have, he still feels empty. It is similar to living in a golden cage. It is made of gold, yes, but it is still a cage and it locks him away from what he could want to be or want to do... not that he really knows what that is, anyways. He only knew the life he has now and all he can do about it is try to escape it, or think he is doing so.
He even creates illusions for himself to believe in. If that is not talent...
Now, stop imagining you are him. You are about to find out his darkest secret. Do you want to know it?
Here goes.
Fandom: Big Bang
Pairing: GRi
Genre: AU, Slash
Rating: Hard R. NC-17.
Warnings: Sex, violence, adultery, abuse. It's hardcore, really. 14 years old who don't care about NC-17 warnings, GTFO okay?
A/N: Staring at this thing, me being twisted and Adam Lambert made this.
- - - - -
Try to imagine being this man.
He is a famous 20 year old actor gone singer. His first album is multi-platinum and on top of every charts. He brags a lot. He is so incredibly handsome and talented that he does not need modesty; he is praised by everyone anyways, why not sing his own praises? His father owns an important telecommunication company and his mother runs a well-known perfumery; he has so much money he could blow his nose in 50000 won bills and not give a damn in the world because it has a number of clones in his wallet that he forget to count because it seems endless. He has a drop dead gorgeous model for a fiancee. He forgets the wedding's date constantly but it does not matter because she is flexible, submissive and amazingly good in bed.... or maybe it is just him who is a damn sex god and makes her seem and feel good.
The world is at his feet. He winks in a public place, five girls faint. He wears those expensive and horrible-looking designer clothes he is paid to wear and the next day, people are wearing his yesterday threads. He cracks a joke that does not even amuse him on a TV show, everyone laughs with him. When he frowns, the world stops spinning and all things rearrange themselves to please him. It is just this easy.
He eats the finest food at the finest places with the finest people who talk only about the finest points about themselves and wear the finest clothes by the finest designers of the finest fashion and his life is all set ahead of him and it is all made to be the finest ever lived. He lacks nothing and he does not even need to ask anyone and he just gets the finest things handed to him because he is the finest.
....And he hates it. He hates being Lee Seunghyun.
Let's continue.
Everyday, he has to smile, laugh or cry in front of a camera for the viewing pleasure of his legions of rabid fan-girls. The producers always yell " Perfect!" after the camera flashed or after he said the line he did not even practice properly before. He is not this easily satisfied and he asks to do it again but he cannot because it was just so fucking perfect that if he does it again, they are afraid he actually makes it even better and put his co-star/prop woman to shame.
After that, there are interviews. He hates those simply because he is supposed to be telling the truth about everything about him and he just keeps on lying so he will not lose that perfect image the public needs him to have so badly. He cannot just tell the interviewer that he does not give a flying fuck about his last movie because the plot is tacky so he just tells her that he worked really hard on it and that he would like his fans to support him for this and in the future. All because he is so perfect that he has to say something perfectly fake to avoid killing the illusion created around him.
Then, he goes home to his place, a penthouse worth the neighborhoods where the average people live. Inside, there is his fiancee waiting for him like she always does. She is beautiful. She has nice long hair that frames a flawless touched up face with everything lined up perfectly. Her body is shaped like an hour glass, her curves not too prominent because she is a model and they are not allowed to have asses but she still has enough to be fantasized on by many men. Many men, yes. Seunghyun? Not so much.
She cooks dinner. He is a better cook than her but is it not the indigestion intention that counts? Anyways, no one lets him do his stuff on his own even when he is actually able to do them. Oh well. He knows that he got engaged to her for a reason that did not really have to do with her cooking but he does not remember what it was... oh, right. It is because she is beautiful and perfect like the rest of his life.
He hates it. He hates it all. It is far too easy. Even if he has what a lot of people dream to have, he still feels empty. It is similar to living in a golden cage. It is made of gold, yes, but it is still a cage and it locks him away from what he could want to be or want to do... not that he really knows what that is, anyways. He only knew the life he has now and all he can do about it is try to escape it, or think he is doing so.
He even creates illusions for himself to believe in. If that is not talent...
Now, stop imagining you are him. You are about to find out his darkest secret. Do you want to know it?
Here goes.