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[dreamoflight]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[anonymous]

I like someone I definitely shouldn't. To be honest, I am not even sure if i actually like him. Either way it probably won't work out. Plus, I let him/the situation effect me way too much. Partly because I feel that it might have worked out before, but once he got to know me better it was like i scared him off. I just can't help but feel there is something drastly wrong with me.

[dreamoflight]

I seriously doubt there's anything wrong with you. It's hard to not let something like that affect you, even if logically you think that it shouldn't. If he didn't like you once he got to know you-- which I doubt-- then that's his problem, it doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you that you have to change.

[anonymous]

We've drifted apart so much, and it's been a long time coming. I've hung on as long as I dared, but now I think it's time for me to let it go and accept that we're both moving on with our lives.

I miss you.

[dreamoflight]

Yeah, that's mostly the reason I've posted this, really. I know a lot of it is my fault, I really withdraw sometimes and just... don't want to leave the house or talk to someone. But I kind of feel like you're always so into your new friends that that's all you talk about, so I don't really have much to contribute when you talk to me any more, which is probably why I seem pretty unenthusiastic sometimes.

[anonymous]

I try to sound a lot more brave than I am. Maybe even a lot more arrogant - because I've fallen apart so many times that I can't make the pieces fit right anymore and I'm too scared to get close to anyone because of it. I'm too scared to take chances sometimes because of it.

And it probably doesn't help that when people tell me that I'm stupid, incapable, and ugly, I listen. It makes me scared and I'm so tired of sitting around, waiting for my life to start.

[dreamoflight]

Are you waiting for something in particular to happen? Something that really helps me when I'm feeling insecure or down is focus on little things that day that made me happy or that I did well. Maybe it's little stupid stuff like making someone laugh or wearing my favorite shoes, but sometimes it gets too overwhelming to try and think of everything you want to do but think you can't, especially when everyone seems to be telling you that you fail-- focusing on little things can sometimes help give you the good mood or self confidence to say screw them.

and ffffff I know advice probably doesn't help much, it's easy to stand outside and tell someone what to do, but if you ever want someone to talk to I'm here ♥

[anonymous]

I just wish I'd had someone to eat dinner with today.

[dreamoflight]

Yeah, I know how you feel. [hugs]