So, the berfday week is off to a good start. I hung out wif some of my peeps in Murfreesboro on monday. Yesterday was Berfday okie (karaoke for my berfday). Some of my friends sang songs for me and I was quite pleased. Chillin wif dad tonight. Hangin' wif the Mom tomorrow ( Read more... )

Yeah. So the big day coming up soon. One year since the major event. I feel like I have spent the last few years in limbo. I'm working on breaking out of it. I feel like I've been clawing and ripping the layers that have built up over the years and I have returned to an almost fledgling state of uncertainty and having to rebuild my confidence in my ( Read more... )

don't worry. Just me again being mopey. Going to try to have a good time tonight and not think about it being the anniversary of when I met the first person I fell in love with. He'll get to celebrate an hour earlier and I'll still be living in the past.

my name is Amanda. I have worked retail since 1992. I started out in Xmas retail. I like having a time on my calendar that I can set aside for personal time with my family and to give them gifts. I DO NOT HOWEVER, LIKE Xmas MUSIC!! !!!! If you had to listen to the same 10 versions of the same 12 songs year after year starting October 1st with the ( Read more... )

but until then I have one question, why is it that my hormones find the most annoying thoughts for my mind to rest on and make me want to curl up in a ball of maudlin at work and cry? It really pisses me off. Like a few moments ago, when they decided to remind me that in less than 3 months (around my birthday) it will have been a year since my only ( Read more... )

Jeebus!!!!! I have not partied that hard in I don't know how long. Oh my god. From Thursday thru Saturday I had 5 ish hours of sleep. It was awesome! I am now tired and infected with my first plague of the season.

I have now met the infamous Tim Ball. The legends of which have been passed down to me by wolfgrrl. I now see why she loves him so. He's ( Read more... )

you go along and you think eh what the hell. Things aren't that bad. I can cope/manage/deal, at least for now. Well, I don't know how or what deity I have pleased but I hope to keep doing so!!! Podcast last week. www.cinegeek.com or itunes is where you can hear it. It is me and my amazing cohost doing our show wihout music. Yeah, pretty much a ( Read more... )

hello all. So I think I've finally come to the conclusion that just because things aren't going super all the time doesn't mean I need to find something to mope about and feel funky and depressed. I'm sure it is something I should have realized a long time ago, but hey better now than never ( Read more... )

dear god! I'm sure you guys have been there but I really need to get this out. I'm having that horrible aching lnging for extreme human contact. I never knew what a burnng fucking addiction it could be. I'm so not used to playing this game for so long. I'm craving it like every day and the frustration keepsbon building. I feel like I'm going ( Read more... )

yeah. Sorry about that. Things are okish but today has been an utter crap day. The ex is totally coming to take my kitties away while I am at work. I won't even get to say goodbye to the cat I've slept with by my side for the past 4 years. No more warm fuzzy barry white incarnate sleeping next to me or trying to grope every woman that comes near. I ( Read more... )