Lost and scared
Today I realized why I have been so stressed out about this baby. The reason is because I did not really want this one...well I do just not yet. I know that sounds horrible and I feel horrible saying it. But the only reason that I was okay/trying to get pregnant now is because I knew that I would not have the opportunity in the future. I'm scared
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Not that I can personally relate to you in any way shape or form, but I do know that what you are feeling is completely natural. I think you personally are over whelmed by all the obstacles and situations being thrown at you, and all you can do is be scared.
Just know that there is a light at the end of every tunnel, and if Ian loves you as much as I think he does, he'll stick by you and give you your space as well.
Please let me know if you want to go grab a java or tea sometime. Love and miss you!
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