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[dramaqueen029]

I haven't updated this in FOREVER...and I probably wouldn't now either, except I really need for you guys to tell me I'm being stupid. Long distance relationships are hard...really hard...and I really really really love Chris, and I know that if we want to make it work than there has to be a lot of trust, and there is....except that when he was

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[yourmammasdream]

aw, seetie, i wish i was there to talk to you. oh, and my number here is 01787490991. or something. if you wanna call. i think that there are a lot of reasons you're afraid of that, some of which are reasonable and some of which aren't, as you well know. chris didn't cheat on his girlfriend with you. i would just like to remind you of that. he's a pretty stand-up guy. he also hangs out a lot with girls, i think. i don't know. if you really need to talk you should call me, although it will be expensive (get a calling card, for me! love!) or something. i dont have your number with me here.

my cliche answer

[ladyofthecanyon]

Why don't you tell this to chris? Nobody will be able to reasure you like Chris. I wish I could, but I think you are right about a lot of things such as him flirting with you when he was still with Katie. I'm not saying he is doing that to this other girl, but if you really want to know the truth, talk to Chris. A relationship built on trust means that you can express feelings of discontent and nervousness. Maybe putting it out in the open will make the relationship stronger. You never know.

[troublelover]

i second that notion.

[dramaqueen029]

i did talk to him. he says he is not doing that with her. she also has a boyfriend. i dont know. i have decided to trust him until he gives me a reason not to....it is just so hard not to wonder. i mean he says he isnt, but does he really know what is crossing the line? and if so, why did he do it with me, and what would stop him from doing it with sami? she is such a nice girl, but i hate her.