Thank you soooooo much everyone! I needed to find soe other support besides mama and therapist, and the website i go on, all the ppl are soooo dependant on one another and feed off each others depression. It's sickening. So yeah, I'm doing better today, (7/16) Thanx for caring!!
Hey Ashley, it's Jenny. I know we don't talk much but I love you hun and I have been in somewhat of a similiar situation. After 6 years of almost bleeding to death every night, it's been one year since I have cut myself. The scars I have remind me of it daily. I've come very close to killing myself (yes, by following through and swallowing most of every medication in our house) and it was only by extreme luck that I am still alive and I am greatful every day. I wish I could break it down into simple words and say "this is what happened to me, this is how my smile became real" but I have no formula to make it all better. The healing path is different for every person but it is possible to heal. When people hear that you SI, that immediately becomes the focus of all of your problems when really it's not the main issue, it's just a symptom. you have to make peace with yourself before you're going to be able to stop. If you ever want to talk, my number is 491-4666, give me a call, I'm always willing to listen. I love you! ~Jenny~
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