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[indebts]

[Ciel seems to be losing patience with his polite act towards the community lately, and the expression he holds today is every bit as grumpy and sullen as you would expect from a bratty little boy. It's not a childish kind of upset, it's more like a disgruntled look that doesn't completely destroy his air of maturity. ... Also, there's a black cat

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[pink_sugargirl]

[Chibiusa looks particularly pleased with the white rabbit she has sitting on her lap.]

You're allergic to your daemon? Can she still change at all?

[pink_sugargirl]

[omg FLIPPING OUT.]

Don't do that!

[indebts]

[Giving her a look like she's crazy.]

What are you so concerned about?

[pink_sugargirl]

You just...you're an idiot. Treating your daemon like that. I feel sorry for her.

[indebts]

I beg your pardon? I've done nothing to elicit being insulted. Am I supposed to be filled with sentimental feelings over the idea of having my soul manifested as a partner beside me? I'm terribly sorry to disappoint, then.

[pink_sugargirl]

You should feel something! You don't even care. If I didn't see her right there I wouldn't think you'd even have a daemon if you act like this.

[indebts]

My entire demeanour isn't going to change simply because the community dropped this furball of a soul into my lap. Besides, you're finding cruelty where there is none; I'm just saying that she has no significance, because she'll be gone in a matter of days, at which point I will never see her again.

[pink_sugargirl]

She won't be gone. She may not be there as a daemon, but your soul is a part of who you are. How can you not care about that? Do you really think you're so worthless?

[indebts]

[He does laugh at that, though not the bark of mad laughter he'd been imagining; he just snickers a little.]

I hold myself in more worth than anyone I have met or ever will meet, Miss Tsukino; don't jump to such absurd conclusions. My soul may be a part of who I am, but it has nothing to do with my worth. I am what makes me Earl Phantomhive, and my soul is what makes me Ciel - one holds more worth than the other, I can tell you now.

[pink_sugargirl]

Earl Phantomhive. Ciel. It doesn't matter. You can't be one without the other. Without a soul you'd be nothing. You'd just be an empty shell.

[indebts]

[Wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong. Ciel isn't here any more. There's no Ciel. Ciel is dead, Ciel died in that fire with his parents, Ciel was the one on the inside of those bars. Ciel was what Sebastian took when he made the contract between them. Earl Phantomhive is alive, Earl Phantomhive is safe and outside and Earl Phantomhive is who he is now.]

Well, I imagine without my soul I would be dead, but considering I am alive and well and in full possession [that's a good joke. that soul isn't his any more, full possession, ahahaha] of a soul, your point is meaningless. I'm not going to lose my soul simply because I don't fret about it day and night.

[pink_sugargirl]

You're not doing anything about it though. It's a waste. You might as well you you don't care if you live or die.

[indebts]

[He laughs louder, sharper this time, not nearly mad but not quite entirely sane, and it's only half-mirth; the rest is something hollow. His daemon is trying to get his attention worriedly, and he really should have better composure, but he just can't- It's a waste. He's a waste of a soul, ahaha. He might as well not care if he dies, is that it? God, he can't- handle all of this stupid talk of souls and this idiots who couldn't possibly understand, how dare they?

He can't- he can't-]

Ahaha- is that what you think? I'm certainly not going to be dying any time soon. And a waste! A waste of a soul? What exactly do you expect me to be doing about it, hm?

[pink_sugargirl]

[She's a little nervous at his reaction now, but she's firm in her feelings on the topic.]

Care about it. Whether you like it or not it is a part of you! You couldn't do anything without it so try appreciating it!

[indebts]

[His laughter subsides, thankfully - mostly. It's still there before he manages to calm down enough to speak, in little hitches of breath, sharp intakes, sudden exhalations that sounds more like he's suffocating than laughing. Even once he has calmed, though, he's still not quite acting in a manner characteristic of Ciel Phantomhive; he's not smug, he's outright mocking, and were he a lesser man he would seem hysterical.]

Care about it! Good Lord, you really can say these things with a straight face. And just how is that going to change anything?

[pink_sugargirl]

It might not change anything but at least you'd be taking care of yourself! You might be physically healthy and your work might be good, but without caring about your soul you're denying a part of who you are!