I know it's my fault

[dragonsmoon]

I kind of thought things would be getting easier.  After I gave birth I thought the horomones would go away and that my emotions wouldn't be in such chaos all of the freakin time.  I know that this whole mess is my fault (an when I say that, I don't mean that I have any resentments what so ever toward Aidan.  I love him more than I ever thought

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[blueyedchik]

I'm really sorry you're so frustrated. I don't think any of us can understand what you are really going through. I suppose i can only speak for myself, but i think it is amazing that you are a mom. Scary... for real, but amazing. I think he is a beautiful baby, and i am very interested in him. Please don't feel alone. i know we don't see each other very much anymore. which is really my fault. i am a lazy bum. i am going to work on that for sure.
Things will start looking up. i know it's hard to see that right now, but it will. and i will do my best to help it along. if you ever need anything, you know you can call. i will come over and we will cackle about it...