Fear and Hope in Los Angeles.

[dragonlilly33]

Well, I started my new job on Monday. I so far have had 3 full days of training and the store is opening up tomorrow to customers. I am now working for High Flying Foods who is licensing Peet's Coffee & Tea. So I am a "Peet's" employee but not really. Just wearing a Peet's mask I guess. Anyway. Tomorrow is going to be interesting because not

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[ymasen]

(((hugs)))

I'm proud of you for starting therapy :)

(((hugs)))

[icepanthar22]

You are the taking the first steps to the being the person you want to be.

When I am afraid, I just roll this quote through my head (its from Dune):

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."

[dragonlilly33]

I look forward to reading that, I do feel much more liberated now than I have in a while. It's like a big weight lifted off your shoulders. :)

[magicgenee]

Good for you! If you don't take good care of yourself, who will?

[dragonlilly33]

The lovely doctors and nurses from the psych ward of course! :)