So today...

[draco_somnians]

Was the funeral. It wasn't as awful as I thought it would be. Everything was quite calm, it was a nice service, there were absolutely loads of people there! I would say standing room only but I really don't think there was even enough room for any more people to stand. It wasn't what I was expecting, much more religious stuff than I thought there

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[beyond_wonder]

:: hugs :: Don't put so much pressure on yourself - you'll cry when you are ready. Sometimes it just hits you, even if it's a year later. :: hugs again ::

[draco_somnians]

I guess I'm just worried it's gonna hit me when I'm least expecting it, which I guess is kind of normal...I don't know.

[wanderingsmith]

{HUG}

[draco_somnians]

Thank you. The DVD you sent me arrived this morning, but I don't have the brain power to watch it tonight. I''ll save the glee for tomorrow, just doesn't feel right today...

[wanderingsmith]

yeah, though the athmosphere does have a.. sad, stressed tinge to it. melancholie and worry to be lived around..
but pobably not want to associate it with hte memory
oh, and its 3 hours

[draco_somnians]

3 hours? You sent me 3 HOURS of RDA? *loves you* :) Will definitely save it for tomorrow night then. SGA finale, this and an ep of MacGyver! Quite a night of viewing to look forward to and get me through work tomorrow!

[petite_stars]

*Big hugs*

[draco_somnians]

thanks.

[chozen_rogue]

The flowers sound amazing... And I''m glad some of his humor was injected into the service; means so much more that way.

About the 'not crying' bit... I will share this: it took me almost 6 months before I cried after my grandfather died. Trust me, you're not alone in that; don't feel ashamed.

[draco_somnians]

Really? Well at least I know I'm not entirely abnormal. :)