그후 고뇌의 세계에서 벗어나 뱃사공 바스데바(Vasudeva)와 함께 지내면서 상반된 대립 속에서 자아탈피의 과정을 겪는다. 뱃사공이 된 어느날 자기의 정부였던 카말라를 만난다. 카말라는 싯다르타와의 사이에서 얻은 아들과 함께 석가의 임종을 보러가다가 뱀에 물려 죽는다. 싯다르타는 카말라의 임종을 접하고 새로운 측면에서 죽음을 이해하게 된다. 죽음은 감각본능 세계로부터의 단절을 의미하는 것이 아니라, 생사가 끊임없이 반복되는 과정, 즉 윤회의 일면임을 깨닫는다. --Escape from ego occurs within conflict between two extremes ( Read more... )

l------------------perception<-----------------environment ( Read more... )

hhhhhhhhhhhaaaaapppyyyy neeeeeeeewwwwwwwww yyyyyyeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha

Real existence(R) = Existed time(T) X Nominal Existence(N) --> R=TN ( Read more... )

Be drunk by beauty of life! Suck the marrow of it!

dreaaaaaaaaaaaamiing of aaaaaaa haapppy new year!
just like the one I used to know!!!!!!!!!!!
where the last day of this year gets forgotten~~~~~~~~~

hey 2006! You are mine!

Drunk people around South U are very offensive sometimes. I became to understand why FDR prohibited alcohol during 1930s.

laundry is done. Sayonara, my laziness~~~

I have been thinking about doing laudry since today morning, but still I'm not doing it. Praise my laziness!! I'm not motivated to do laundry yet, although I know what I have to do for that is just inserting coins. Oh well, oh well ( Read more... )

The length of the present moment is almost zero. It is like one over infinity. The present moment is a border line between submerged past and blurred future. Existence is hit by past to go forth toward future ( Read more... )