Dear Jonathan ( Read more... )

yeah its the best feeling randomly looking at livejournals to find a picture of my boyfriend who hasn't talked to me in almost three weeks at a langeri party smiling at a girl who is getting a body shot from her pussy. i don't even know who you are anyymore.

I have realized so much these past few weeks. It's insane. You really never know how much someone/something means to you until you have lost them/it. The emotions I have felt have been undescribable. It was one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through. I look back at it, and it's like I truly hate myself for the way I treated him. On so ( Read more... )

it's so crazy how your life can be going so well and out of nowhere, one situation can turn your whole damn world upside down.

just got back from vegas...i drove for like 4976572657 hours and im so fucking exhausted im gunna die. really fun for being with my mom and sister. mandalay bay was pretty damn poppin.
im really tan and happy.
today is jon and mine's anniversary. too bad i lost track of how long we've been together?
my mother fucking birthday is THIS SATURDAAY, ( Read more... )

whoaho**my weekend was for sure better than yours ( Read more... )

O.C, you complete my life. the next season needs to come immediatly. wow.

As i sit in class so angry at myself for not being there for you when you might have needed me and thinking that i have to live the rest of life wondering what happened to you, i cry. i cry so hard inside and out. But i guess everything happens for a reason, since you were that person, who had the biggest heart, the biggest smile, you were the best ( Read more... )

josh, we were best friends back in the day and i never got a chance to tell you (latley) that i still love and care about you so much. i hope you are in a better place now. you will be missed.

may you rest in peace Josh Medina. I Love You.
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so we broke up and got back together ( Read more... )