[flipping through his books in boredom. Life is hard when you can't go out during the day and you're not allowed to leave in the night either.]

((open to everyone who wants to come visit 1864!Stefan))

[time for Stefan's brooding!]

You ask stuff, I ask stuff back, we go on and on :)

I play Oz Vessalius, Dean Winchester, Tokage, Leto Atreides the II, Merlin, James T. Kirk, Yuri Lowell, Koutake Haruki, Hayate, Stefan Salvatore, Sherlock Holmes, Amy Pond, Cara Mason and Lance Lunis.

Also known as ...

( DAMN YOU JURIIIIIIIIIIII meme )

“We had a couple six-year-olds who came to a signing and actually thought that Ian Somerhalder [who plays Damon] was a vampire, and they were terrified of him. We had this one little girl go up to him, and she was really shy, and her mom was like, ‘She has something to tell you.’ And Ian leaned over and was like, ‘What is it, sweetheart?’, and the ( Read more... )

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Okay, so the writing for this book is kind of phenomenal and terrible and contradictory since it doesn't address Katherine's thing for the threesome, but I'm gleaming some key bits to piece together that special time that was ~1864~.

( Count the parallels between Giuseppe and John Winchester )

I think I cage people with my feelings. Isn't it the most effective way of holding someone down? For all the things you could call a vampire, unemotional isn't one of them. Our ties to humanity are bound by anger, hate, need, love. For all our superiority over them, we are, in many ways, their darker shadow. What people bottle up, we unleash. Is it ( Read more... )

So like I kept saying "Man, I'll write this super long essay about Stefan's feelings on his brother!"

Thankfully I don't have too.

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I remember when I died.

It was a moment of pain, so fierce that it was everywhere. I looked to my left and Damon's dead body stared back at me. I looked to my right and Katherine was being whisked away. Was it fear I saw in her face? Suddenly, my memory can't be trusted anymore. Who am I trusting these days? Can I keep anyone safe?

I feel alone. ( Read more... )