Jesus has completely failed me. I'm devastated

I saw my mom today. I don't know how I feel about it really. Everyone kept warning me about how bad she looks, so I guess I was just expecting her to look awful, and I think she looked peaceful. They do have her sedated because otherwise she freaked out and tries to pull ivs out (and she's also intibated, so that's scary as heck for anyone). She ( Read more... )

A part of my feels like.. If my fear happens.. Almost like what's the point of living if you're own mom can't see what you become.

I don't know I'm a mess right now.

They don't think she is going to make it through the day. I wish I had the words.

My mom took a turn for the worse earlier and stopped responding to antibiodics. She's now in critical care and is dealing with an infectous (sp) disease doctor. I'm terrified.

My mom is in the hospital and all I can do is stare at this unopened Christmas card from her and wonder if this is the last one I'll ever get from her.

I'm excited for Christmas ( Read more... )

Dear Hurricane Ike,

Please go more north and do not hit Miami because when I come home from meeting Mike's mom on Monday night, I'd really like to NOT be homeless and without any material possessions.

Kind regards,
Nicole

I can't wait to hear both these songs (hopefully, definitely the second) live on Friday in Atlanta. I might cry a bit during the second one, reminds me of both the end of my last two current relationships ( Read more... )

Hurricane Andrew destroyed the house I grew up in.

I will never forget hearing my neighbors voice afterwards when he came to check on us and thinking to myself "Wow, we survived."