I realized somthing yesterday I just couldnt think about it too hard or I started to cry. You see I think I truly understood procreation for the first time
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so.. your post made me all teary eyed.
why? I cannot put my finger on it or I would tell you.
because you saw something beautiful and explaned it for me to see too.
because I'm feeling so terribly old lately.
Sebrina said to me the other night as we were laying side by side catching up on the past few months, she said "ang, I just feel so old, like my life is passing me by. tell me that I have time to meet all my goals... remind me how young i am." and at about this time I started to tell her these things and she said "tell me that I still have time to meet my goals... like being the host of MadTV" and we laughed and laughed. Because, while she had a point, we are young... very young in the big picture. I've really been thinking about this for the past few days so I was surprised to see that someone posted on it, and glad to see it was someone as wonderful as you.
do you realize how amazing it is that you ever realize he holds such wonder in him?
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i never know what to say after reading your posts.
i am so proud of you. truely i am.
even if we are grown up.
sitting with angies little sister, she asks me how old i am. i laugh, playing with the slinky, and say 18. wow. i can't wait till i'm 18. she says. i wanted to cry.
i have always been "12 going on 35" it seems. I gave away so much innocence.
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why? I cannot put my finger on it or I would tell you.
because you saw something beautiful and explaned it for me to see too.
because I'm feeling so terribly old lately.
Sebrina said to me the other night as we were laying side by side catching up on the past few months, she said "ang, I just feel so old, like my life is passing me by. tell me that I have time to meet all my goals... remind me how young i am." and at about this time I started to tell her these things and she said "tell me that I still have time to meet my goals... like being the host of MadTV" and we laughed and laughed. Because, while she had a point, we are young... very young in the big picture. I've really been thinking about this for the past few days so I was surprised to see that someone posted on it, and glad to see it was someone as wonderful as you.
I'm babbling... jeez...
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do you realize how amazing it is that you ever realize he holds such wonder in him?
...
i never know what to say after reading your posts.
i am so proud of you. truely i am.
even if we are grown up.
sitting with angies little sister, she asks me how old i am. i laugh, playing with the slinky, and say 18. wow. i can't wait till i'm 18. she says. i wanted to cry.
i have always been "12 going on 35" it seems. I gave away so much innocence.
*le sigh*
so basicly, i understand.
when do you leave?>
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