I'd give up forever to touch you...
Cause I know that you'd feel me somehow...

:/

Everything feels wrong. I don't know if its because I'm trying too hard? or what...i just can't control this. I know this sounds really complainy, but i geinuinely feel like everything is like falling apart. I'm starting to question a lot of things, a lot of which I feel is hurting others. Whatever. I know this sounds vague but believe it or not, ( Read more... )

Hello to everyone!!

It's been quite a while since I've actually updated this thing. Like the last entry I did was kinda vague, and not long. But now, I think I'm gonna update you on what's been going on. Thursday was my birthday, and it was awesome. Thank you to everyone who made it spectacular. I don't even think I received any real gifts on my ( Read more... )

Alright here's the deal. I have a problem and this time I think it IS about you. Security is kind of a funny word because it can exist on so many different levels. I love feeling secure in certain things, and right now, I guess it just doesn't feel that way. Talk to me ( Read more... )

I adore scary movies
   I adore building coaster castles
      I adore "making" dinner
         I adore losing circulation to my arm
      I adore attemtping to understand the "dead rat" thing
   I adore girls who are "bubbly"
But most of all...

...I adore super fun people

...and pillows, fellows, sillies, jellies, billies, bellies, and jell-o

Good day to you all! I'm hangin' out here, bored, once again. If I wasn't, then why would I be updating my live journal? The answer is I wouldn't. Ha ha. What's new in the worl of Jay? Not too much really, school, band, work, soccer, friends...you know the drill. School's goin' good, can't complain really. Band is as time consuming as it normally ( Read more... )

hey all! Today is a good day. Let's see. Last night was the first football game and it was pretty fun. A lot more fun then I remember the football games being. The band also marche a lot better then I thought we would. I hung out with like Steph and Kate the whole game so that was super fun ( Read more... )

somebody please give me some advice.

Alright kids, I don't get why everyone is leaving their live journals. What on earth is the big deal? Their reasoning is apparently because people judge too much about their lives or whatever? Or maybe it's cause there's too much drama? You don't have to have complainy or drama-filled entries. If you do, that's YOUR choice, don't make it seem like ( Read more... )

Things are getting out of control. Every effort I make changes around and works against me. Making things worse...

I'm stuck in a past that can never be...

..or can it?

I can't help thinking that, since I feel so strongly about something, someone, then how can it be that that someone, or something just doesnt...what am I doing wrong?