Comments | doodlebug_05: I'll be fine...once the knife is removed from my heart

doodlebug_05

I'll be fine...once the knife is removed from my heart

Dec 04, 2005 18:33

I think I’m cursed. Or at least my fall quarter finals are cursed. Freshman year I botched my fall finals because John had just left for the Navy and I was distraught without him. Sophomore year I botched my fall finals because I had that horrible case of the stomach flu. And this year, ironically, my fall finals might by botched because John just ( Read more... )

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jenniferinparis December 5 2005, 03:04:56 UTC

je t'aime Patty!

I'm sending you a virtual hug since I'm not with you right now, but don't hesitate to call if you need anything at all! even if it's 3am.

<3Jennifer

cowgirl985 December 5 2005, 04:37:39 UTC

OMG Patty I'm so sorry!!

evgeniya99 December 5 2005, 05:01:36 UTC

Oh Patty! Wow, that was totally unexpected. I wish I could be there right now and give you a hug! Well, I will soon, but I know you'll get through this difficult time alright :)

Love and Hugs,
Ev

aureveil December 5 2005, 06:09:07 UTC

Patty, I am so sorry. I hope you know that if you need someone to talk to I am always here for you...hopefully we can get together maybe next week to celebrate the end of finals and watch some good tv. Take care of yourself! - Kristin

cowgirl985 December 6 2005, 02:10:41 UTC

Yeah, the Thu of finals week. We should all get together and watch our shows and have lots of chocolate for Patty :-)

imissyoupenguin December 7 2005, 04:57:14 UTC

Patty,

While I read this, I physically hurt for you. My heart contracted, and I felt my breath go away for a moment. I almost got teary!! Damn you, Patty =P

I mean, you know, you think, and sometimes other people think, that so much in life is so much more important than some boyfriend from high school or early college, and it's true, there is a lot more that is a lot more important, but not a lot that hurts more. There are pretty much no other times in life where you have to deal with losing someone's love. Your parents never stop loving you. Your friends never stop loving you. And yet the ones you feel the greatest love for-- the ones you fall in love with-- do sometimes seem to stop loving you. Coping with this apparently sudden loss of love is one of the most difficult things in life.

I'm sorry, Patty, that you are so hurt right now. I am sorry with all my heart.

Francie