My future holds great things, I can feel it.

EUROPE june 15-july 3

ROME : 16-18
FLORENCE: 19-20
VENICE: 21-22
ZERMATT: 23-24
CHARMONIX: 25
NICE: 26-27
PROVENCE: 28-29
PARIS: 30-2

ciao ciao, darlings.

just a drop of water in an endless sea

that's all i'll ever be

once again, i've turned into a ghost

someone once told me when i want to kill someone with words, to wait at least 10 minutes before saying something. by waiting, it allows you to breathe and release bad energy..

well, ive waited

& i'm done tip toeing around how i feel
hearing you tell me how much i meant to you was the biggest lie i've ever heard in my life

I DONT FUCKING DESERVE THIS

fuck everything, oh man
i'm so damn angry

It's always in the back of my mind
There are reminders everywhere
pictures here
letters there
all reminding me of you

I know it's a long time away
But you're the only thing keeping me going right now
& I cannot wait to be in your embrace againeven if only for a second ( Read more... )

If I could have my way, for just once..

For my Birthday, I wish I could have a day to myself. A full 24 hours of whatever I wanted. I would stop time & never let it reset itself.

it keeps me listening for your voice around each corner

i really feel like my mind is wandering away
& i don't exsist anymore

i'm going to start songwriting to pass the time


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