Tearless Grief Bleeds Inwardly, 1/1, [PG13] Dean, Sam & Bobby

[dontknowmyname]

Title: Tearless Grief Bleeds Inwardly

Disclaimer: Not mine. I don’t own and the title is a quote by Christian Nevell Bovee.

Word Count: 5,386

Rating: PG-13

Warning/Spoilers: Seasons 1 & 2, specifically between 2x01 and 2x04.

A/N: This story was written in honor of Sendintheklowns’ birthday. I hope you have a wonderful day because you deserve it! Thank you

Comments

[blueeyedliz]

Beautifully told story, I can feel Sam's desperation so strongly. Well done with this. x

[dontknowmyname]

Thank you so much for all your help and I'm so glad you liked it!

I apologize for not sending you anything last night but I had a bunch come up in RL and was unable to get on the computer. Hopefully I'll get some writing done today and tomorrow. I'm trying to get in the grove now lol. =)

Sign ups are in 2 days!!! =)

[blueeyedliz]

There's no rush, honestly. RL has bit me in the butt big time too.

No worries anyway because we're already well on track, *wipes brow*.

Are we going to sign up together? I think we have to if we're submitting one entry. Ack, it's so exciting - we're popping our Big Bang cherry! ;D

[dontknowmyname]

Lol I'm popping quite a few cherries with this story! =P

I think we sign up together? I don't know how it works. One of us posts the info or if we both post... I dunno lol.

[sendintheklowns]

OMG! You know how I feel about ELAC. *squeezes the stuffing out of you*

Favorite line: 'As he sat down on the top step and stared out at the graveyard of cars, he found himself feeling an odd sense of belonging amongst the hollow frames and twisted metal.' So haunting.

I feel very fortunate to have met you! Thanks for the awesome b-day treat. You didn't have to but I'm so very happy you did!!!

*hugs again*

[dontknowmyname]

YAY!!!! You have no idea how thrilled I am that you enjoyed it. I knew you loved ELAC so I went with that and just tried to make it good.

I hope you had a wonderful birthday!

Eeep, I was so proud of that line haha. The fact that it was your favorite makes it so much better because I was shocked that I wrote that lol. Plus, I was slightly worried it wouldn't make sense but was too happy with it to remove it. I'm glad I didn't!

You are sooooo welcome. I'm so happy I could give you something even if it was just a few minutes of reading =).

[gidgetgal9]

So this is wonderful girl, I was wondering if you had posted it in any of the communities? I think you should if you haven't ... Like the hurt Sam community?

Awesome stuff my dear!

[dontknowmyname]

I have all intentions of posting to communities, but I'm being super lazy.

I'm so glad you liked it though! I didn't get a response on ff.net but I'm not a followed author lol. I usually get more readers on LJ so I need to get my butt into gear.

I have a question for you too! But I believe it has to be top secret so I'm going to email you lol. It's not so exciting though, sorry. =)

[borgmama1of5]

Your hurting Dean was very moving, and Sam's despair felt real.

[dontknowmyname]

Awe thanks so much for commenting! I'm glad the emotions came across well =)!

[kiscinca]

*sniffles*

Wow, awesome fic. I seem to be obsessed with these fics, since show din't give us a lot about Sam grieving after John died.

Really great read. :)

[dontknowmyname]

So glad you liked it and thank you soooo much for commenting! I wish the show had given more to how Sam reacted because we know he was upset. I love Dean but I'm kind of sick of his emotions being more important lol.

Thanks a bunch! =)