my GOD i never thought i could be so happy to see this dingy little room... i did not step outside of my room in the infirmary at all the entire four days i was there, except yesterday to go across the hall for a shower. it was actually okay the first few days, because i literally slept 20 hours a day, but i haven't been able to lately because i ( Read more... )

Hello everyone...this is Allen i_am_mint (I figure you know who I am by now, heh). I'm feeding Krystina's fish for her while shes up the street at the infirmary. I wanted to make a quick update to let you all know how she is doing. I'm about to go visit her, and I was there last night for a couple hours. She is really weak and tired...pretty normal i ( Read more... )

went to health services again because i couldn't take it. they're checking me into the infirmary once i bring all my books over there. going to stay for a few days, she said. will try to get them to let me leave for chem because lord knows i've let those guys down enough ( Read more... )

i currently do not feel as if i am alive.

i mus tbe being punished for something atrocious i did in a past life. felt like complete shit this morning, headache, sore throat, cramps, dizzy, just blech. so i went to chem... couldn't stand it even before class started so i told rob i had to go home, stopped by the office i was supposed to go to later for a research study to tell him i had ( Read more... )

sooooo ( Read more... )

you held your breath, and the door for me. thanks for your patience.i am completely out of place here. it just doesn't seem like i play a very important role in anyone else's time here, which is probably my own fault, right? and maybe i'm wrong, i don't know. it's just odd that the people i rely on for any sort of reinforcement are the people ( Read more... )

i do not understand youuuuuuuuu... beh ( Read more... )

two more weeks. two more weeks. two more weeks. two more weeks. three more ecologys. four more writings. one more bio lab. two more chem labs. five more each of calc, chem, and bio. 85% of me is full of sheer terror and the other 15% is too dead to care ( Read more... )

the best part about today was the baked potato. izzy and i were walking down newbury this afternoon and smelled barbecue and i was like, damn, i need a baked potato. so we walked to quincy market/faneuil hall/whatever and got some, and MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING. and then we got gelato. it too was orgasmic ( Read more... )