yes i realize that i have not written in forever and a day but its so hard to keep up with this because everyone else has xangas so when i link over to theirs from their profiles...i just link over to mine and start typing ( Read more... )

sorry i havent written because i know you all miss it when i dont write...yeah ( Read more... )

going to spread holiday cheer at caseys...this should be interesting ( Read more... )

i have a serious problem with updating this thing...its too hard to take care of this thing and my xanga and since mary left me all alone in the big bad scary world of LJ and went back to the bubble gum filled life of xanga its safe to say im less than stuggling with it all...i dont even kno man its just crazyness ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated this thing in a while ( Read more... )

*sigh*

why do i get myself into such shitty situations

let myself love people who wont love me back

(( lets get crazy talk about our big plans places that youre going places that i havent been ))

meadows won so that sucked ( Read more... )

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i am too weird

its not normal to be obsessive over little things like someone not calling you.

unfortunately, obsessing over little things like someone not calling me is what i happen to do best.  awesome.  if you know me at all, then you are aware of what im talking about.

i've been waiting for the phone to ring for 3 days.

like i said...i am too ( Read more... )

anyone have 4th period lunch who would be interested in taking me out to lunch

( see rules and conditions* )