help me

[enditnow24]

I've been going to doctors for over a year now. I've been diagnosed with depression, with severe manic tendencies, and general anxiety disorder. I flip on a dime, I self harm, and then other days I'm just a normal happy college student full of energy and making friends. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! I feel like two different people most of the

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It did. This pdoc seems to think its only depression. He says that the hostility, panic attacks, unmotivation and mania are all symptoms. But I'm a psychology student and I know this isn't right. I need to find a new doctor I guess. I just s.i.'d after getting into a fight with my mother. I feel like one of those 13 year old "emo" girls, which is awful to say because I'm sure they're going through things too. The difference is I'm 20. I'm premed . And I feel like I'm out of options. Sometimes I just wish things would end for good. And I have never felt that way before. I just don't understand all this. I was even contemplating calling a suicide hot line. But I don't want to waste their time. Idk. Thoughts?

[quietlyobsessed]

hey honey, i might not be able to help you in terms of steps or knowing about depression/self harm, but i'm bored and alone, unable to leave the house (i was just in a freak accident and i'm house bound) and i'm happy to talk if you need a friend. PM me. lets be pen pals, or just chat, i dunno but i read you post and something about it made me want to reach out to you. even though i don't know you i care <3 i don't think it's a burden for you to tell me about yourself or whats going on with you. i'd like to understand, i really would.

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Thank you.

[aiwendel]

sounds a bit like me