More Purging of My Less Honorable Thoughts

Nov 21, 2003 22:47

Continuing in the vein of weirdness that began yesterday. More auto-biographical then yesterday, but still a HUGE exaggeration. R for violence. Do not read if you do not want to know more then is healthy about what is sometimes (okay, most of the time) my mental state ( Read more... )

self-loathing, non-fiction, depression, hate, writing

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landed November 21 2003, 21:08:27 UTC
*hugs*

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dominonermandi November 23 2003, 21:04:05 UTC
*hugs back* Thanks. :) And *hugs you again* just cause you sound like you need one, too.

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maruchina November 22 2003, 11:48:34 UTC
Read it, and... respect still intact. ;)

You're not a monster; you're hurting. You've got every right to be hurt and angry, you really do. *hugs*

I'd also love you if you never smile. Don't pretend for me, please. *snuggles*

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dominonermandi November 22 2003, 21:06:16 UTC
I love you. *cuddles* And I'm glad that you can still respect me in the morning. ;)

And I love you.

And I smile because you make me happy, not because I'm faking. (Case in point--LONDON!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! *dances* *grins*)

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fendra November 22 2003, 20:40:24 UTC
you're back in therapy again? or is that more of a self-purging thing?

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dominonermandi November 22 2003, 21:11:49 UTC
*falls off chair laughing* Oh good lord, no!

Actually, my mother wants me to go back *rolls eyes* but, no, am most definitely NOT in therapy. *grins*

Wow. That was my amusing thought for the day. ;)

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fendra November 23 2003, 05:24:51 UTC
hee! glad that i seem to have improved your mood. ^_^

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mantikos November 23 2003, 13:38:46 UTC
...And now I really know that I don't know anything anymore. At least about the people I know.
Oh, sweetie... it's too much for me to hope that I can write something right now that will really have any meaning for you..trivial, too, perhaps.
I have a feeling now that even though it sounds cliche, everyone ends up in therapy.. I was there as a kid, and some of my closest friends are there now, and yeah.
I don't know what bothers you and it's not my business either, but just remember I DO love you! *snugglesglomps*
Love,
~L

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dominonermandi November 23 2003, 21:02:41 UTC
Well, I've BEEN in therapy, but I'm not, currently, in therapy.

Oy.

Must be more specific with my disclaimers. *smiles*

And I KNOW these little "stories" of mine has some people concerned--but honestly, they are gross exaggerations of my current state of mind. In fact, writing them has made me feel a LOT better. Purging bad feelings is fun, y0. ;)

So don't worry TOO much, darling. *snugglecuddleschnooglesuddles you* And I hope you're doing okay yourself. *hugs*
Love,
J

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