Wishful thinking

[doihachan]

There are days when I have such contempt for my job that I will spend the day stewing in my own anger at myself for having things like a car payment and credit card bills. I wouldn't be spending money and stupidly burying myself in bills if I didn't make any. I wouldn't be paying for shit like income taxes (still don't understand why mine are

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*squish* @o@;

[dkal]

Theory:

"couldn't push myself to continue past the original underpainting/sketch/whatever it is"

=D The outline from the coloring book, right! @o@ Don't push yourself so hard. Weeks on a coloring book picture... 9o9 It just ain't right. Well at least you have your RO sippy-thing to keep you company.

*cough* Seriously though. ^^ If what you really are working on comes out well, please share!

Re: *squish* @o@;

[doihachan]

Kev! :O Did you get my shitty phone call?

Re: *squish* @o@;

[dkal]

o.o Yes, it came through almost exactly 24 hours after you sent it... very strange. XD You said you could say it better in writing though... XD So I was wondering if you were going to write me an email or something... o.o/ I want to see your coloring book exploits!

*other squishu~*

[cendalire]

Just because two are better than one :O And I AM NEVER AROUND WHEN YOU ARE OMFG o.o Or if I am we're both ignoring the screen and completely opposing times. :x

[pgchan]

:/ I know the feeling, but you've seen, you've heard, you know. For what it's worth, I've always wished for you that you can get a lot out of your art.
Yesterday was shitty. I started the day with the distinct feeling that if it were books, I'd be there and happy. But as it was fucking coffee, I didnt' want to show up at all. Then some of the most pissy people came in and threw fits over nothing at all. I need a change. I'm hopeful that this is helped by the fact that someone else from Wal-Mart ISD took down my e-mail and phone number :/ I hope for the best. And I hope for your best too, Laura. Let's make our monkey year fuckin COUNT for something, ne?

[batchix]

Hating your job comes with having one I've found. I have a great crew to work with, I make decent money for this area... and I get to do stuff within my creative field. But I still don't enjoy it. :/ Actually the only person I know who likes their job is my dad.. go figure. :