I hate the end of semesters so bad. For the last 2 weeks I have done nothing but homework. Teachers dont assign hw all semester and then when it is time to wrap up, they are like "oh yeah, here's all your hw. have fun". This concept sucks bad. So on top of the projects that i already had due on monday, I now have to complete 3 tests also do on ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do. I like being with this girl and she is nice, but her motivation is driving me away. She almost doesn't have any, and i refuse to drag someone along. I would have already talked to her about it, but tommororw is prom and added stress is not needed. Sometimes I almost wish my parents woudl just pick my wife out.

I count down till the days of summer. I look forward to working hard and making more money in 2 months than I do working a whole year at hell-vee. I absolutely hate the place, but dont want to look for a new job since in less than a month and a half i will be doing a summer job. I am not sure if i will work construction again or go and work with ( Read more... )

I am sick of snow. I wish it would go away. I think i will have to move to somwhere where they dont get snow like Arizona or Texas. Soon I will be spending all my time working on my next website. This one should be fun, but it will be time consuming. This weekend is the dance, I hope it gets warm enough on sat that i can was my truck cause it ( Read more... )

So today I gave blood and bleaed out in about 6 minutes which was really good. The last time it took 15 min and i barely made the minimum limit. I talked to kara about the kissing situation and she said she was ready, which i guess is a good thing. Not entirelly sure about that. The bed is calling, time to give in..ZZZZZZ

Today school was cancelled, which was a good thing cause I got to sleep in. Tommorow will be very eventful cause I need to get flowers for the dance. I also need to find something for valentines day. Kara kissed me tonite and I am not sure if I like that idea or not, cause we had decided that physical contact just complicates the relationship. ( Read more... )

Tonite was the hyvee xmas party. I went with a girl that I barely knew and yet I was attracted to her because she seemed a lot like me. So i asked her if she wanted to go out, she agreed. I dont know if this is the right move or not. She seems nice but appearances are not everything. I still fight demons over what is right or not. The past ( Read more... )

After having 2 wisdom teeth removed yesterday, everything seemed fine till today. My lower right jaw is now swollen and it hurts a lot to chew, talk. The medicine gives me buzzes which I guess are good. I feel very drained, but I have only watched movies today. Tommorow I have to work 12-5, then I will be going to the hyvee xmas party with a ( Read more... )

I am again looking for a new vehicle or one that is dependable. I am too scared to drive my truck after the amount of money that my dad spent on his truck which was exactely like mine. I am searching for a job that pays more and has pretty stable hours unlike hell-vee where i am only working 11 hours this week. I dont know if others see me as ( Read more... )

Been too long to retell everything, but basically ( Read more... )