but almost as lame...or maybe lame-er.....ive come to the conclusion that i have to get a second job if im to save any money whatsoever or be abble to buy....well....anything really.....

ah...still sick.......feeling slightly better but couldnt go to work today....hopefully tommorow?

maybe ive been poisoned.

im sick, its lame, it all started one blustery afternoon (yesterday), i got up and went for a walk with my friend kyle awesome, we went to the park and a few other choice spots but there was no frisbee to be found anywhere, i then met up with the phil and we wandered back to my house and watched goodfellas. i began to notice a change in my stomach' ( Read more... )

first day actualy serving at my restaurant, and lucky me, mike is going to be there filming it.

...burlesque....lingerie fashion show...burlesque....lingerie...burlesque....pretty good show i have to say but the best part was when some random girl kept walking by and checking me out then finally came up and pulled the "opps ive fallen over you, sorry" routine then stood next to me rubbing on me like a cat trying to get me to notice (read: ( Read more... )

got up....short version....lost it at both ends...probably something i ate...couldnt go to work, cut my hair...clippers busted halfway through....now im trying to track down another pair of clippers.....what the fuck.
at least i can rely on the hack later....

so i got hired at a restaurant opening in ravenna called HotDish...i start tommorow helping set up and whatnot then the restaurant opens in early may....stoked to say the least.

the room isnt as cold as i like, my pillows arent quite...whatever......i cant get comfy, i cant sleep...i feel a great amount of discontent..not only with my sleeping situation of the moment but many things....i am in limbo again and i feel sort of cut-free, floating...i dont know, i am rambling i suppose but im not happy.

I am unsatisfied with my life here as a drunkard.

once again im bored, sitting at home, misssing the next disc of buffy so i cant even do that, finished my book and have either gottten no calls back or just offers to do things-not-interesting.....i think i am doomed to be alone again on this wonderful thursday. you all know what to do if anything comes up. blah.