Um... I found your journal through the boy_kissing community, hope you don't mind me hopping into your journal to post... I didn't really feel right posting in the community.
So... reading this makes me think of myself not so long ago... (lots has changed in... just a week and one day...).
The truth is... our situations were/are so very different... and yet... just the way you write, and the feel to your writing... it was very much like mine (at least pertaining to this specific situation...). There's a sort of... frantic uncertainty... if you will... and with good cause. Love, lust... feelings of this kind... they just sort of bring that out in people.
Anyway... if you care for this Andrew guy... give him a chance. I mean... I don't know the story (and there's always a story... I understand that better than most ^_^*), but... if you think he's something you want... then go for it. Do what you have to do to be with him... and if it doesn't work... then... at least you tried. I mean... if you think
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"some sort of whore phase"?!?!?!?! Darling, you're WHORING.
I would NEVER think less of you! You are who you are, and I understand what you're going through. It's confusing (and btw, I don't think Andrew should be mean to you like that) You're one of my closets friends. I would NEVER think less of you for "whoring around."
Honestly it seems like you are jumping the gun. After reading your previous post, since you have never really met face to face it's a little premature to be falling in love. Most likely you are falling in love with the romantic idea or image that you have created of what he will be like in your mind. I would not stress yourself too much and when you do finally meet if everything gels and you have chemistry then great :) If not then I would not close my options. And just because you are horny and have random sex does NOT make you a whore. You seem to have low self-esteem for whatever reason, but there's no reason to! I'm sure you are a great person :)
Once in UR LifedrubwellDecember 4 2007, 05:52:17 UTC
This time and this place only comes around but once in a lifetime and it's up to you to grab the world by the tail (so to speak:) and let yourself enjoy living. It's a time to explore people and places and, yes - even things. Settling down is a very serious matter and before you do you have to be certain that you've done all the 'running around' you need to do and, secondly, that you know not only your self but the other person really well. It's so important that in your brain as well as your heart you know 'he's the one and only'. You've examined his personality and his character and you've determined that not only are you willing to make sacrifices for him but that he's willing to make sacrifices for you. Just remember that a lot of people have cute faces and cute tushes - but it's a combo of their brain and heart that's gonna matter in the long run. If you want my advice - I say 'play' for a while and get to know lots of people so that you're in a good position to know exactly what you want. You're making the choice and
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Um... I found your journal through the boy_kissing community, hope you don't mind me hopping into your journal to post... I didn't really feel right posting in the community.
So... reading this makes me think of myself not so long ago... (lots has changed in... just a week and one day...).
The truth is... our situations were/are so very different... and yet... just the way you write, and the feel to your writing... it was very much like mine (at least pertaining to this specific situation...). There's a sort of... frantic uncertainty... if you will... and with good cause. Love, lust... feelings of this kind... they just sort of bring that out in people.
Anyway... if you care for this Andrew guy... give him a chance. I mean... I don't know the story (and there's always a story... I understand that better than most ^_^*), but... if you think he's something you want... then go for it. Do what you have to do to be with him... and if it doesn't work... then... at least you tried. I mean... if you think ( ... )
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Darling, you're WHORING.
I would NEVER think less of you! You are who you are, and I understand what you're going through. It's confusing (and btw, I don't think Andrew should be mean to you like that)
You're one of my closets friends. I would NEVER think less of you for "whoring around."
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