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[dizzyupthegirrl]

i just gave this whole speech to ben about how it's ridiculous how i always have to spell out for him what he's done wrong, how i have to walk him through what he's done or said step by step in order to expel an apology, how he's 18, in college, and should be able to do this sort of thing on his own now - and prides himself in always being so great

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[allsport905]

The bottle makes us forget...

[dizzyupthegirrl]

is that advice?! lol wtf

[allsport905]

I was going for more of a rediculous excuse, the truth behind his words. Advice - not so much. Silly girl :)

[dizzyupthegirrl]

ohhh. gotcha.

[foxybanana143]

I have never talked to you personally...i just read your journal entries and i get what you are saying. and if he can't understand that your anry w/ him then i would just say good bye...nothing else...just good bye. and then let him deal w/ the rest himself...you seem like you go through a lot of pain from this so it should be his turn now.

but of course this is strictly your relationship and your decisions...im just giving some friendly advice...its completely your decision what you do w/ it...lol. and i think you handle thing quite well actually....i think you are stronger than you think.

<3 An Admirer,
Heather

[dizzyupthegirrl]

aw thank you :)
<3 x 3984345

[calling_in_dead]

you are right. all guys are like that! its the most annoying thing in the world

[dizzyupthegirrl]

-nods-

[_an_juh_luh_]

you always say, "i don't want to talk to you until.."

has he ever reached until?

[dizzyupthegirrl]

no.
i know.