Do you wanna eat, do you wanna sleep, do you wanna drown?

[divinexcrime]

♥ Today's my birthday and I'm now 19. I'm not thrilled. And I will not be celebrating it. From now on I forever hate birthdays. They make me depressed. They remind me of how I've wasted a year here and haven't done anything important or done anything to help me get back to Arizona. I wanted to stay 18 forever

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[funeral_drive]

ugh
I hate birthdays too...I still haven't accepted the fact that I'm 24 (my bday was at the beginning of November).
That cd looks really good and I think I want it now.
Anyways...despite all the suckyness I hope you do something fun :\

[divinexcrime]

I don't think you have anything to worry about. I honestly thought you were only like 21. You have a young face. People are already assuming I'm in my mid 20's when I just barely turned 19. It's horribley insulting.

[illicit_dreams]

Happy birthday...

No I'm not afraid of getting older... I'll be 26 in a few months. And really it's not all that bad.

[divinexcrime]

Thank you

and I am. It's bad to me, for reasons I won't babble on about. Oh well.

[illicit_dreams]

Well... you know if you ever need to talk for any reason... you know how to get ahold of me.