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[divine_lavender]

Is twelve days all it takes for most people? Everybody's back to just talking about the normal things. I guess they want to forget, maybe. I wish I could be more like everybody else. It just seems silly to go on about Divination or what happened in Potions class when I look at Seamus and he's still so sad. I know writing in these books is an

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[_pogmothoin_]

Hm. Twelve days. It seems longer. Or shorter. I don't know.

[divine_lavender]

i know what you mean. It's like, is that all? But they've dragged on so.

[_pogmothoin_]

They have.

You can go on about Divination if you want. It's okay.

[divine_lavender]

It just doesn't seem that important right now. I didn't see anything like that coming.

I wish I had.

[seventhdaughter]

I don't know, I don't think you ever get over it, really. Else I wouldn't still miss Percy so much too. But you feel like if you keep going on about it where people can see, it's like exploiting it for attention or something. At least that's how I feel, maybe that's a wrong thing. I guess I just don't want to say it all in an entry in a book, and nobody wants to read about it anyway.

[_pogmothoin_]

I know what you mean. So I say nothing. I suppose I could just go on about other things... but I have nothing interesting to say.

[seventhdaughter]

I know, it's hard, isn't it? The stupid little problems are almost a relief, because for just a moment or two everything is like normal.

And then you remember again.

I'm sorry.

[_pogmothoin_]

Yes, that's exactly it. I find myself laughing over something or getting annoyed over something little and then it hits me again. I just hate it.

He wouldn't want me to be miserable but... it just feels like a betrayal.

[round_the_bend]

its never enough but you talk about stupid things or it and you cant talkabout it really

[the_boy_who]

Maybe some of us are just used to it by now.

[divine_lavender]

That's just really sad.

[seventhdaughter]

Do you get used to it?