i cant seem to put you together in a bunch. you need sorting. i dont know why i feel some things & i never understand it ( Read more... )

i am scared of past experiences as they make my mind automatically think the worst of everything & everyone.. they decide my choices and feed out my words as i wish not to speak. they spin in my brain until i am bursting with this hopeless feeling for anything to ever go right again ( Read more... )

Well you didn't wake up this morning
cause you didn't go to bed
you were watching the whites of your eyes turn red.
The calendar on your wall is ticking..