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[dithering]

I'm so sad that it's been over two years since I saw my mom awake. I'm so sad that she only ever got to see Isaac once and even sadder that he will have no memories of her. I used to call her every Friday and Isaac would get on the phone with her too. He wouldn't always talk a lot but he would listen to her with a big grin on his face and laugh a

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[balmerhon]

Big hugs, Michelle. Now that I have kids, I really feel the loss of my father a lot again. He died when I was young so there is nothing for them to share at all. But they do ask questions. It's hard. Some days are easier, some are harder. Just try to be good to yourself. :-*

[helenze]

I'm so sorry, Michelle. I wish I could hug you through the computer. xx

[plena_mujer]

Big hugs, Michelle. This is one of those things that just takes lots & lots of time. It's good you're writing about it. I completely withdrew for awhile when my mom died - I slept a lot, took long baths in which I thought a lot & cried. I didn't talk about it much to anyone except Steve. Even though a person has been through similar, I never suppose that anyone knows exactly how another feels. For me, I felt like a dark veil had fallen between me & the rest of the world, and I just stayed there awhile. Then a couple years or so on, I didn't feel like that anymore. xx