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[distant_]

I'm trying to learn how to live. It's rough, but I feel like I'm making steps. That's usually a bad thing. Steps are painful. You can't take too many before you get tired. I don't feel tired yet. I feel like I'm not taking steps at all. I just keep staring at them and staring at the top. Maybe I've been staring so long it feels like I'm moving. In

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[sangie]

You doing alright? I haven't talked to you in a while.. figured you were preoccupied with something in your life. Hope you figure things out.

[pinktoes458]

Ben. I think you need Chipotle. ^^

I'm in a similar state- well- if I can even begin to understand your state- that I thought I was moving towards my goal- in a direction, to a place I wanted to be- only to find that I don't know if thats where I want to be. you can't erase or get back the time, space, and energy you lost- and I'm sort of sitting still wondering where to go from here.

I believe this is mainly caused by my lack of confidence In what I want to do after college. Every course and unit we take decifers some of our future- be it the undergrad transfer work for a UC degree- or that tangent class you browsed over in the catalog and thought you might find interesting. Gah. Everything just means so much more in College than it did in High School.

So. That is my Etch-a-sketch of life.

Maybe I need chipotle too.