NOTE TO GRAPHICS MAKERS & everyone

[dissociative]

POSTING THIS HERE TOO JUST IN CASE ANYONE NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST HAPPENS TO BE LOOKING FOR US IN THE NEAR FUTURE

Comments

[waya_adanvto]

You are all in my thoughts and prayers. ♥ *many hugs*

[dissociative]

Thank you ♥ hugs from all of us. Im about to go to therapy so having a freak out moment first. Just waiting for it to stop enough so I can drive. Stupid panic attacks dont help your head any but Im sure you know that ..its like a viscious circle.

If I didnt have my cat Id already have gone to the psych hospital because this is ridiculous and I think the panic would be less if I was around the nurses and techs who I like there. But Ive been trying not to leave Tazzie any longer than I have to. The thought makes me so sad. My neighbor is going to feed him and keep him company a couple times a day, and I greatly appreciate it, but she is getting flakier so I dont know but its the only option for Taz right now. If I can stay home until the surgery I supposedly will only be in the hospital 3-4 days if everything goes well. If I need more care I will go to skilled nursing unit after that. I dont want to end up leaving him almost 2 weeks before and then 2 weeks after but I might have to. Depends what psych says at therapy today.

[waya_adanvto]

*more hugs* I wish I were closer. Even though I feel so sick, I'd still come see Tazzie and also help you all after surgery all my body would let me. I understand not wanting to leave him, though. I felt that way when I had to be admitted last year for a while. But if it will keep you safe, then hey... what's 2-4 weeks without you all versus forever? You know?

You have every right and reason to freak out right now. I'm nervous for you. (Damn Mik, that was reassuring. :oP) But I also have faith that you're doing the right thing and that you will be OK. It's just the meantime that sucks out loud. ♥♥♥

[tiara]

I hope everything goes well sweetie. You are in my prayers. *hugs*

I won't get mad if you are late on pickups. If I see any for you I will pick them up for you. ♥

[phyncke]

I will post this a few places that I know you are a member. In the maker's comms. I will be thinking of you, darling. I really will. Take care of you.

[colonoscarpeay]

I saw a post made by another maker in one of the maker's comms and just wanted to come by and let you all know that I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. *hugs* ♥

[dissociative]

Thank you. :) surgery is being moved up to this week. So Im terrified really but at least it will cut down on my anxiety time.

[colonoscarpeay]

Oh, that's good! I'm praying God guides the doc's hands and he is able to fix what is going on. ;) Anxiety is not fun to have to deal with. *hugs tightly*

[lobsteryou]

Oh my gosh, good luck. You're in my thoughts. I don't care about pick ups. Graphics are just silly when it comes down to it - your life is more important than them. Goodluck!