I love my friends and I realize that to be in others presence is - I do not know how to describe it other than to say that it is a miracle, and that realization is saddening, but ultimately humbling, and because of these two effects I can stop and love and be grateful. I only hope that others, people reading this at this very second and people who ( Read more... )

I do not often update my Live Journal with recounts of instances of my life, but I think that I need to make an exception since what you are about to read is sincerely one of the most painfully hilerious, laugh-out-loud, side-splittingly cry-worthy displays of (divine) comedy that I have ever been a part of or experienced in any way. I am going to ( Read more... )

I love all of my friends very much.

"All that I understand, I understand only because of love." - Leo Tolstoy

"To seek, always to seek..." - Leo Tolstoy's barely audible last words

Within the past month and a half, I would say, I have read, purchased, and desired to purchase literature compusively. I would like to "sound off" all of the literature that has been, in one way or another, within my raidar(sp?) within the afforementioned time frame. Literature will be highlighted in two catagories; "Literature Unread" and " ( Read more... )

"On our earth we can only love with suffering and through suffering. We can not love otherwise, and we know of no other sort of love. I want suffering in order to love." - Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Dream of a Ridiculous Man

My grandmother, my father's mother, is about to die. She is not going to make it through the night. I am going to the hospital. This is unpleasent. I do not know what to say, but I felt that I needed to say something out loud, that is, record some kind of reaction in this Live Journal. Perhaps in the near future I will record a more generous ( Read more... )

I really want to "start" a Pantera cover band. I want to play Domination. I want the perfected covers to devour intensity. I want it to happen, but only if the songs are perfected. I will not play anywhere unless we perfect our craft, or rather, Pantera's craft. If you are interested, let me know. If you're interested, but you don't think you're up ( Read more... )

I want to be closer to all of you. Please do not hesitate to approach me if you share that sentiment. I won't know that you feel the same way unless you let me know. I am immensely thankful that I am Matthew Walton. What a thrill and a.....joy.

R.I.P. DIMEBAG DARRELL ( Read more... )