the normal is abnormal

[dispunkwoah]

I feel like a spectator. I'm uncontrolling of everything, and my memory is cloudy. Where did my soul go, the passion. It's gone and I'm just a blob of nothing. Maybe this will fade, and things will get back to normal. If not then that really sucks. My emotions are numb. numbnumb dumb. oh yeah rockabilly steve let me borrow this JACK BLACK dvd (

Comments

[mr_atomheart]

your not a blob of nothing u have stuff like bone and tissue and bloood inside of u......sorry if that sounded sarcastic cuz i honestly wasnt trying to make it like that....no really i wasnt lmao.....but anyways what ur feeling willll fade just like the plot of a really bad movie or ROD STEWERT.hahahhahaha im serious....blah off topic again ok ok well try not tooo get tooo down about things after all its impossible to control anything if u think about it and we all have our kicks in the ballls but just like in reallife they stop hurting eventualy.. ps that was a reallly reallly really bad analogy shit im a jack ass

[dispunkwoah]

hahaha no your right. and no it wasnt a bad analogy. cause yeah i can just hide the feelings...and control it. and eventually i might forget them. (bad memory

[aninsomniac]

Eh, I did that once, and I ended up trying to kill myself, so you might want to steer away from that road.

[dispunkwoah]

haha well, thanks for the heads-up.