i need to move on. everyone was all you can do way better then that. grrrr. @ *$#($ @*$&@)$q!! I am so fustrated. i need a guy that could hold me in his arms and mean it. and everyone was all you fell for all the things he told you. that just pisses me off. cuz all the feelings i was feeling where thrown away. okay this is my last entry about ( Read more... )

i want someone to hold me.

the end.

you know whats really sad i wish i could earse this whole year. i could of done without all the shit that has happpend to me this year. like honesty ive wasted so much time this year on guys that i come to find out dont give a flying fuck about me and my feelings. i could not be the kind of person that just plays some stupid act on someone. like oh ( Read more... )

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Going to fallbrook today call me bitches <3

okay today. dads birthday. went to a dinner. it was fun. mom got a lil to drunk. but hey. live life! oh yeah. talk to lauren annie and amanda tonite. that was great i freakin miss them. oh heck yes i do. um yeah. next weekend is gonna be freakin fun hopefully. spending time with donKey. and the girls. and that sexy behotch josh. hehe. . well i am ( Read more... )

today was so fun. oh fuck yea. it was great.
oh yeah and tomorrow is gonna be great to.
okay. thank you.

:ex:oh:
♥ Alana ♥

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i've seen the greed & evil in people.

Crying all nite. been sad all day. i dont know what i have done wrong. my body feels numb. my eyes hurt. All i want to do is sleep so this weekend. is over. i am so lost. confsed. hurt.