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It's all just so anticlimactic or my expectations are too high. I can't even get there anymore.

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exactly.

everyone was so THRILLED with my reading & all i could think was "i'm not. i don't think i even liked it. i've been better. i think i've been better every time." and then realizing it probably has nothing to do with how well i read at all.

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Here is a thing. Here is a thing I did. Here you all are trying to wrap me in these warm words and here I am screaming I AM USED TO THE COLD

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here i am saying i remember warmth: this isn't it.

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Use to* jesus christ

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this is something else.

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I am emptier. (emptyher)

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only one that gets it

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*making tshirts that say i mean yell LUCKY ONES