TOTALLY IMPORTANT BUSINESS, YOU GUYS

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foxxcub (3:58:57 PM): RYAN NEEDS MAGNUMS
Laura (3:59:07 PM): OH MY GOD, HE TOTALLY DOES.
Laura (3:59:10 PM): LIKE, ACTUALLY.
Laura (3:59:11 PM): AHHHHHHH
foxxcub (3:59:22 PM): SO DOES SPENCER, BUT WHATEVER
foxxcub (3:59:26 PM): OH MAN

Comments

[airgiodslv]

*facepalm* Now I totally kind of want fic in which Jon and/or Brendon are insecure about taking their pants off and having sex with Spencer because they know he used to mess around with Ryan when they were younger and they just can't compete with that!

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i need that fic so bad, I can't even find the words to express myself. Spencer and Brendon have started fooling around, and Brendon maybe sucked off Spencer once, but he won't let Spencer return the favor. Spencer is so confused! But, Brendon's SEEN Ryan before, okay? So. He knows he doesn't even begin to compare.

[airgiodslv]

Yes! At first Spencer is pleased, because Brendon seems to be all about giving and satisfying his partner, but then he starts to get a bit irked, because Brendon won't even let Spencer jerk him off, and he always turns pink and looks a little shifty when Spener offers. He doesn't know if it's some sort of weird 'I'm not gay' crisis or what, but he's fed up with it. Brendon is tiny and he squirms a lot, though, he's hard to pin down! And then he gets his mouth on Spencer's cock and Spencer is understandably distracted.

[disarm_d]

I'm sorry, you said Brendon is tiny and squirms a lot so he's hard to pin down, and my brain just shut off. HOLY FUCK.

It's not *that* big a deal at first, but Brendon's started running off after sucking off Spencer, and maybe Spencer would like someone there while he's post coital, every once and a while, okay?

The next time that Brendon reaches for his cock, Spencer stops him and says, "You first."

Brendon makes up this totally lame excuse about having forgotten that he was meeting someone, and runs off.

[airgiodslv]

Argh. The ANGST. Spencer doesn't know what the hell is going on, but he doesn't think this is heading towards a healthy relationship. And getting Brendon to actually talk to him about this is not only awkward and stupid, it's also impossible, because every time Spencer tries to bring it up, as casually as possible, Brendon either makes himself scarce or magically finds someone else to include in their conversation, so it's not like Spencer can just say "Why won't you let me suck your cock?"

[disarm_d]

Spencer honestly manages to convince himself that Brendon's having a heterosexual freak out. That he doesn't want Spencer any more, but he's just trying to make Spencer happy, which is why he keeps sucking him off, even though he's not interested in Spencer returning the favor.

Spencer doesn't know that Brendon runs off to the bathroom and jerks off. He comes in about fortyfive seconds. He's scared to go back to Spencer afterwards, because he thinks that Spencer will be able to smell it on him.

[airgiodslv]

So the next time Brendon tries to get him off, Spencer stops him and says he doesn't think they should do this anymore, and the look on Brendon's face, Jesus, he feels like he's just kicked a puppy, but after a second Brendon just says okay, all quiet and hunched in on himself, and disappears before Spencer can actually explain why he feels that way. And forget talking to him after that, because he finds some excuse to be anywhere but where Spencer is, and Spencer's grinding his teeth because he did this for Brendon, dammit, Brendon and his stupid gay freak-outs, so why the fuck does he feel like the asshole here?

[disarm_d]

Spencer walks onto the bus and finds the door to the lounge locked. They never lock that door, what the fuck? He's about to start pounding on the door, when Ryan comes up behind him and says, "Brendon says that he gets the lounge to himself tonight. You know, since you dumped him."

Spencer would bet thousands that Brendon didn't actually phrase it like that, but still he asks, "What the fuck?"

Ryan shrugs. "I dunno," he says. "He wants some time alone or something."

[prettykitty_aya]

i want MOOOOOOOOORE. please?

[eleanor_lavish]

Yes, no, I have to agree. Leaving it there is just CRUEL.

(yes, yes, I know my icon isn't panic related, but it seemed fitting.)