david sean johnson - the respite

[dirtydeedammit]

don't worry, this isn't in the same vein of my last few entries. this is just as the title suggests - a break, more of a reflection piece, something to help me relax

Comments

[gregxisreal]

There were a lot of things said the past few days I regret, and for that I'm sorry. Your life is your life, I was never angry if that is even the word at you for choosing to be who you are moreso the fact that you were wasting potential a lot of us wish we had. It's like Lebron James choosing to be a janitor instead of pursuing basketball if you need an analogy. But anyway, I don't want to dislike you even though there are times I want to (and vice versa), but the truth is you were there when I was at my worst, took me into your home when I felt I had nowhere to turn and just let me sit on that couch in silence because it's what I needed. For that, I'll never forget and can't say thank you enough. Time is fleeting, and it's a waste to be angry all the time.

[dirtydeedammit]

thank you lex, it means alot to hear that. it really does. that being said, i know we'll have hard times - that just comes naturally for guys like us - we're smart, stubbornly opinionated people. but i don't want that to get in the way of the important things anymore; namely our friendship. i'll always be here whenever you need someone to talk to, and i know that regardless of whatever drama's going on at the time, you'll be there if i need someone to talk to. as usual, great minds tend to think alike.

oh and by the by.. lebron james choosing to be a janitor? totally best analogy ever.

parker

[anonymous]

i know you and i, as us, has more or less simmered down and for that i'm grateful.

but i've done a lot of thinking about something else we talked about... and that whole thing i'm just not cool with.

i'm just being honest... i can't fuckin take it and i have the waterworks going and i really just don't understand why you get to be there for her and i don't.

i'm sorry. but its the fuckin truth.