Gah, I'm just so... crushed. I can't even sit here and type without feeling like I want to bawl/smash something/punch someone in the throat. It's the first round ffs! Add to that the fact that this was his last Wimbledon, and he did so well last year, and he's practically the only reason left why I haven't completely stopped watching Wimbly! I mean yeah, there's still Roger and the Frenchies, not to mention two boys from the Armada but it's Marat, you know?
Sorry I totally just dumped all this on you, I thought I could just sleep all the emo away but apparently not :( *hugclings*
Beyond anything I want him to be happy, for sure, but I don't even know if leaving tennis behind will make him happy, you know what I mean? Sigh. I don't even know anymore, like, everything I feel for football and tennis combined does not even equal to what I feel towards Marat and his tennis. I know that a huge part of him just wants to drop everything and leave the sport completely. But his actions from time to time totally contradict that, and that's what keeps me hoping! Masochistic, much? / melodrama
P.S. I know it's not even related to Marat, but I can't wait to read your new Fedal fic 'coz I need some goodness in my life right now :)
I didn't even see the net hugs 'coz my stream kept skipping! Sigh. I wish I never found out that he's so short, 'coz now I feel a bit guilty for wanting to windmill kick him in the face for beating Marat tonight, lol.
*hugs* I swear, this is not a good week for tennis, at least for the tennis I want to see :\
OMG BB I WAS THERE!!! :(((((((((( KJSKJDKJFLKJLKJWLK
In the tie-break when Marat won the point (that he went crazy for) and was then called out, his face just dropped and he looked like he didn't care anymore :( He did lots of beautiful shots but he always says he feels so uncomfortable on grass and doesn't move about on it as much, and Jesse was more willing to run for them :( I really wanted everyone to play like crap so Marat could sail through. I used all my 11:11 wishes on him. Although him getting stressed with the ball girls and boys was quite lollzy. Afterwards he said he was relieved and needed a holiday :( Marat what am I going to do without you?
Gah, sad!Marat is the most tragic thing, he was playing amazing for half of the time but after all the crazy calls he just broke :((( Not to take away from the Levine guy, he must've played his best game that night but I just wish Marat stepped up that much more.
WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO WITHOUT MARAT?!?!? I feel so empty inside right now and he's still in the tour, what more when he's gone for good?!?!?
I'm a bit miffed at Feli right now actually - it's most likely his fault why Marat exited Wimbly far earlier than I hoped! If they could've just waited a few more rounds before discussing their post-Wimbly plans then maybe they wouldn't have lost! :|
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Sorry I totally just dumped all this on you, I thought I could just sleep all the emo away but apparently not :( *hugclings*
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Beyond anything I want him to be happy, for sure, but I don't even know if leaving tennis behind will make him happy, you know what I mean? Sigh. I don't even know anymore, like, everything I feel for football and tennis combined does not even equal to what I feel towards Marat and his tennis. I know that a huge part of him just wants to drop everything and leave the sport completely. But his actions from time to time totally contradict that, and that's what keeps me hoping! Masochistic, much? / melodrama
P.S. I know it's not even related to Marat, but I can't wait to read your new Fedal fic 'coz I need some goodness in my life right now :)
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*hugs* I swear, this is not a good week for tennis, at least for the tennis I want to see :\
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In the tie-break when Marat won the point (that he went crazy for) and was then called out, his face just dropped and he looked like he didn't care anymore :( He did lots of beautiful shots but he always says he feels so uncomfortable on grass and doesn't move about on it as much, and Jesse was more willing to run for them :( I really wanted everyone to play like crap so Marat could sail through. I used all my 11:11 wishes on him. Although him getting stressed with the ball girls and boys was quite lollzy. Afterwards he said he was relieved and needed a holiday :( Marat what am I going to do without you?
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Gah, sad!Marat is the most tragic thing, he was playing amazing for half of the time but after all the crazy calls he just broke :((( Not to take away from the Levine guy, he must've played his best game that night but I just wish Marat stepped up that much more.
WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO WITHOUT MARAT?!?!? I feel so empty inside right now and he's still in the tour, what more when he's gone for good?!?!?
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