hm. heres whats up ( Read more... )

interesting days. weekend was lookin shitty till i woke up this morning at matos' house and his mom told us we should help the neighbors move. so reluctantly, we agreed. turns out they're rich as FUCK and paid us $100 each. i just ate a badass cheese-steak and am off to drink lots of alcohol with my new money. ive come in contact with someone from ( Read more... )

i feel calm. i am the little zen center of this class. here we have joe, who wont stop talking and being paranoid. then matt. he loves his tight pants and likes to shake his ass in them. it was disturbing at first, but now its just an everyday occurance. the rest of the kids here are either supa black, or somehow mentally unstable. socially ( Read more... )

so that post i just made? someone apparently thinks everything i write is about her... that last post wasnt for you, so sorry. im still an asshole.

on a new note... BEER!

! <3 B33|2

i know its a song and no one really takes the time to read those. but i took the liberty of highlighting the parts that pertain to the more informed. so please, delve with me.

Now that I'm back to a pushing pen
That weighs two hundred tons
I'd like to drop it on you
And watch it all fall through

Nobody knows just what
You're battling inside
You can ( Read more... )

what is my biggest problem? no this isnt rhetorical. comment.

::insert frustration here::

i was fine i really was. i didnt care to have love at all. my thoughts were, "i dont need that shit. look at my life. ive got a car, some kick ass friends, and here i am. drinkin with em on the weekends, hangin out everyday. shit im set. fuck love." but as soon as i had a bit of it i couldnt let the need for it go. and here i am. addicted to love. ( Read more... )

could have gone a while without seeing that car. i shouldnt have looked.

id rather have the illusion of freedom than the clarity of confinement.

what do you think drugs were ever for?

i need a beer..

40oz to freedom. and im comin home.